Lin Ziran was completely confused. What was going on?
I won’t talk about how this cheap mother hasn’t come to see me for so long. I’ll just pretend you don’t exist. Anyway, you don’t love Lu Xiaodong, but Lu Xiaodong hasn’t offended you, right? Why do you want to beat me up when you meet me, and look like you want to kill me?
He met Feng Wan’s hateful eyes and shuddered. He almost doubted whether he had really done something that deserved the punishment of heaven and earth…
Ning Bai was much more perceptive. He quickly realized Feng Wan’s thoughts and understood the madness of this woman. He immediately grabbed her hand tightly and was about to leave, not wanting to give her a chance to continue speaking.
Ning Bai’s pale eyes were devoid of warmth. He looked at her and said: “We’ll talk about what you want to say when we go back.”
Go back?
You won’t go back at all?
You have been bewitched by this evil creature!
Feng Wan looked at Ning Bai with great sadness. Ning Bai’s ruthlessness towards her was in stark contrast to his gentleness towards Lu Xiaodong just now.
She suddenly felt so angry. Why did fate play such a trick on her?
She lost her biological son and adopted another child, but her biological son refused to go home because of that child…
Lu Xiaodong is a devil. He must be here to take revenge on her!
Feng Wan laughed hysterically: “Go back? No! Let’s talk it out here!”
She immediately turned to look at Lin Ziran and said with hatred: “It’s all your fault. If it weren’t for you, Ning Bai would be willing to go back. How did you confuse him? I shouldn’t have adopted you in the first place!”
Ning Bai’s face was pale, his hands were shaking, and at this moment, he didn’t even dare to look at Lin Ziran’s face.
It was all his fault. He didn’t handle the woman’s affairs well.
And let her find this place…
Lin Ziran also looked at Feng Wan. The initial shock slowly disappeared, and he looked at her coldly.
He was not stupid, and he had figured it out now. Feng Wan thought that he had confused Ning Bai and made Ning Bai unwilling to go home, but he had never done that. He didn’t care whether Ning Bai went home or not.
Even if it was the real Lu Xiaodong, he would never do such a thing!
Lin Ziran felt angry for the first time in this game. He had never seen such an unreasonable person.
Just think about it from Lu Xiaodong’s perspective.
He feels extremely sad.
What did the child do wrong? To be treated like this? He had humbled himself so much to win the love of this woman, but he still had to face such accusations.
Have you ever thought that it was because of your own problems that Ning Bai was unwilling to go back?
Ning Bai looked at the boy’s pale face, his heart heavy, and he couldn’t breathe.
He turned around and stared at Feng Wan, his eyes showing an unprecedented fierceness, and said in a deep voice: “Don’t let your imagination run wild. He and I are not in that kind of relationship at all. It has nothing to do with him if I don’t go back.”
Feng Wan didn’t believe it and said in a sharp voice: “I saw it all. Do you think I can’t see it? You can’t deceive my eyes…”
Ning Bai pursed his lips tightly, pushed Feng Wan away, and said coldly word by word: “I said, no.”
Lin Ziran watched this farce and suddenly laughed.
This is definitely not his biological mother.
Although it was just a game, it didn’t stop him from hating Feng Wan and wanting to piss her off to death.
Don’t you hate me so much? Do you think I seduced Ning Bai? And I make Ning Bai hear and obey?
Bah, Ning Bai is just a passerby. What he does and whether he goes back or not is none of my business. I don’t bother to care about him… But seeing you hate me so much, I want to see you hate me even more. Lin Ziran raised his lips and suddenly took a step forward to stand in front of Ning Bai.
Ning Bai looked at him anxiously, his voice low and hoarse: “You…”
Lin Ziran reached out and grabbed his tie and pulled it down, kissing Ning Bai on the lips. He bit Ning Bai’s lips fiercely in front of Feng Wan, then looked back and smiled provocatively: “You are right, I told him not to go back, what can you do to me?”
Ning Bai looked at him in disbelief, his pupils shrinking slightly. Although the boy’s kiss was fleeting, the touch made his whole heart twitch…
Feng Wan looked at him and trembled with anger, as if she couldn’t believe that he was so vicious.
Lin Ziran felt that it was not enough and looked at her jokingly, saying: “But you are wrong about one thing. I did not confuse him. He came to me on his own? He is like a dog that can not be driven away. I think he is very annoying. If you can find a way to bring him back, I might even thank you!”
The shock in Ning Bai’s eyes slowly faded away. He looked at the burning fire in the boy’s eyes and vaguely understood something.
He resented Feng Wan.
He kissed him not because he loved him, nor because he accepted him, but just used him as a knife to take revenge on Feng Wan.
I know it, but I am willing to do it.
Feng Wan didn’t want to believe this fact. His son was so outstanding, countless times better than Lu Xiaodong. How could he be so shameless as to chase Lu Xiaodong like a dog? Lu Xiaodong must have lied to her to piss her off. This bastard was really here to take revenge on her!
Feng Wan looked at Ning Bai, her lips trembling, and said: “He lied to me, it’s not like that, right? He must have seduced you…”
Ning Bai looked at her sideways, his eyes were cold and indifferent, and he smiled with the corners of his lips raised: “I’m sorry to disappoint you, everything he said was true, and I was the one who chased him.”
Feng Wan was almost unable to stand. She swayed and looked at Ning Bai, her vision blurred. It was impossible. It couldn’t be like this…
Her child.
Her child can’t be like this…
So lowly, so without dignity, refusing to go home for a person like Lu Xiaodong…
What’s good about Lu Xiaodong? What’s worth liking about him?
Ning Bai gently reached out and embraced Lin Ziran, lowered his eyes, and said softly: “Don’t be angry, let’s go back, okay?”
Seeing Feng Wan like this, Lin Ziran calmed down a lot. He looked at her coldly and turned away.
This time, Feng Wan didn’t chase after them. She probably needed some time to digest this tragic fact.
Ning Bai sent Lin Ziran back to the dormitory.
Lin Ziran stretched out his hand and pushed him away, his expression cold. If he hadn’t wanted to piss off Feng Wan, he wouldn’t have done that.
Ning Bai’s eyes dimmed slightly, but he still had a gentle smile on his lips and said: “Next time if you want to piss her off, don’t force yourself, just let me say those words.”
After hearing what he said, Lin Ziran finally felt a little guilty.
He took advantage of Ning Bai and did such an excessive thing, but Ning Bai was not angry at all. After all, she was his biological mother…
Is he going too far?
Lin Ziran was a little annoyed. He felt that what he did was not very decent, and he shouldn’t treat Ning Bai like this, but he couldn’t help wanting to take revenge on Feng Wan.
Suddenly, Ning Bai’s hand fell on his head, rubbed it, and said gently: “Don’t worry about it, you did nothing wrong, she was wrong.”
He was silent for a moment, and then said: “I didn’t go back, and it really has nothing to do with you. It’s my own fault… and this matter is also my fault. If it weren’t for me, she wouldn’t have misunderstood and taken her anger out on you…”
Ning Bai said this with a look of self-blame. He really didn’t expect Feng Wan to become like this. After all, Lu Xiaodong was also her child whom she had raised for twenty years. Did she really have no feelings for him at all?
Ning Bai clenched his hands tightly. Why would such people want to adopt a child? They don’t deserve to have a child.
Hearing Ning Bai say this, Lin Ziran felt even more embarrassed. He had just called him a dog…
It seems a bit excessive…
Lin Ziran pursed his lips, turned his eyes away, and said: “Sorry.”
Ning Bai was startled, and a gentle and helpless look appeared in his eyes. This child is still too kind. What’s the big deal about such a small matter? Is this making him feel uneasy? Ning Bai couldn’t help but sigh. You will be bullied if you behave like this…
“It’s okay.” Ning Bai smiled and said: “I’m your Gege, I won’t be so ruthless. Besides, I don’t want you to feel sad for her, to feel sad for someone who doesn’t love you, and to hurt yourself… that’s the most unworthy thing, do you understand?”
Of course, I understand.
Lin Ziran saw the worry in Ning Bai’s eyes and realized that Ning Bai must still be worried about him.
After all, if it was the real Lu Xiaodong, he probably wouldn’t be able to accept such a blow.
This guy might be so worried that he can’t sleep.
Although Lin Ziran was impatient, he thought about it and said to Ning Bai: “Don’t worry, I’m fine.”
He shrugged and said: “In fact, I have already let it go. Although they don’t love me, they feed me with good food and drink. I don’t know how much money they have spent in the past 20 years…
Don’t expect things that don’t belong to me. I may not have understood it before, but now I really understand it. I won’t care… And, to be honest, I am not as good as you. I am not as pretty as you, nor as capable as you… They will definitely like you more. “
Lu Xiaodong is just a poor substitute. He has not been able to successfully replace Ning Bai in 20 years. He should have given up long ago.
Lin Ziran smiled and said: “I have enjoyed a life that does not belong to me for twenty years. Now that I have woken up from the dream, it is time to return it. I like my current life and friends very much. I have really figured it out! You don’t have to worry!”
Ning Bai looked at Lin Ziran’s face and listened to his words carefully and patiently. This was something he had always hoped the boy would figure out, but when the boy really figured it out, it made people even more heartbroken.
He remembered the contents of the diary.
Just like what is written above, he has forgotten that he is good in the constant denial, and he has begun to habitually deny himself…
Think that he is not as brilliant as him.
Not as good as him.
So it is natural that he should not be loved.
But it’s not like that.
You are not a substitute for anyone, and you are no worse than anyone else.
Ning Bai pursed his lips and said slowly: “I’m glad you figured it out. They really aren’t worth your attention, but there’s one thing I must correct you on… It’s not your fault that they don’t love you. You’re great, and you don’t need to compare yourself to me at all.”
Is that so? Lin Ziran blinked.
Oh, actually he originally thought so, and was almost led astray by Lu Xiaodong’s diary! Although Lu Xiaodong is not a smart kid, he is not that bad. If he were in a normal family, he might be loved.
He really doesn’t need to be compared with Ning Bai.
Lu Xiaodong was unlucky and didn’t meet good parents. He gradually became ignorant and became a substitute for another person.
Fortunately, it cost them a lot of money and made them loss-making business! They will die from an excess of anger!
………………
Ning Bai left the school, his expression gradually turned cold, and he drove to Lu Maofeng’s house.
He knocked on the door and Lu Maofeng happened to be at home.
Lu Maofeng didn’t expect Ning Bai to be willing to come back. He was very surprised and said: “Come in quickly.”
Ning Bai walked straight in, looked around, and asked coldly: “Where is Feng Wan?”
Lu Maofeng said: “She’s out. Are you here to look for her? I’ll call her. She’ll be very happy if she knows you’re back!”
As he said that, Lu Maofeng called Feng Wan.
Feng Wan came back soon.
Her hair was a little messy, her eyes were red, and she looked at Ning Bai with extremely painful eyes, as if he was a demon who had hurt her heart.
Lu Maofeng: “…” He felt something was wrong but didn’t dare to speak.
Feng Wan used to be very noisy, but after the child was lost, her personality became cold and she seemed unwilling to communicate with him. In fact, he didn’t care. He was thankful that Feng Wan didn’t make trouble for him because he had a lover and an illegitimate child… But today’s Feng Wan reminded him of the hysterical Feng Wan in the past, like a madman, and Lu Maofeng felt a headache.
Ning Bai looked at the woman calmly, and said: “I came here today to tell you not to go to school and disturb Lu Xiaodong again.”
Feng Wan thought of what happened today, and her eyes were almost oozing with hatred. She said sharply: “Why!”
Ning Bai stood up suddenly, came to her, and looked at her: “If you dare to cause trouble for him again, you will never see me again.”
Feng Wan looked at him in disbelief. Is this really her son? Why can he be so cold and ruthless…
But she knew very well that this was her lost son. She would never forget this child’s eyes. Even if he grows up, there is still a shadow of the past, she would never make a mistake!
Feng Wan cried and said: “Why? Do you hate mom? Mom didn’t lose you on purpose…”
Ning Bai didn’t want to pay attention to her. He looked at Lu Maofeng and spoke slowly and forcefully: “It just so happens that you are all here today. I have made it clear that since you don’t love Lu Xiaodong, don’t bother him anymore. If – because of your behavior, there are any serious consequences, I will not let it go.”
Lu Maofeng was calmer and more rational than Feng Wan, but he still felt a little embarrassed to hear Ning Bai say this, and laughed dryly: “This…”
Ning Bai looked at him steadily, his eyes cold: “Your wife is very emotionally unstable. I suggest that Mr. Lu take her to see a psychologist. Let go of some things as soon as possible. This will be good for everyone.”
After saying that, he turned and left.
………………
Because of Feng Wan’s matter, and considering Ning Bai’s kindness that day, Lin Ziran felt embarrassed to be too harsh on him.
But he really didn’t understand why Ning Bai could be so ruthless to Feng Wan? Although he was happy that he was relieved…but Feng Wan loved Ning Bai without words, and she was his biological mother, how could Ning Bai be so cold and indifferent?
Is there something he doesn’t know?
That morning, Lin Ziran was lying in bed, and Xia Hang happily called him: “Ning DaGe said he would treat us to lunch at noon, where would you like to eat?”
Lin Ziran showed little interest and said casually: “Let’s just go with KFC.”
Recently, Ning Bai would invite him to dinner from time to time, and Lin Ziran also tried every way to make things difficult for him, ordering everything he could think of, as well as everything that Xue Ze had said Ning Bai didn’t like. But no matter what it was, Ning Bai would grit his teeth and eat it. Lin Ziran was very convinced. After all, he was just running errands for Ning Bai before, but if he had to eat disgusting food every day, he would never be able to continue acting, and would have given up long ago…
Ai, Ning Bai doesn’t fight back or talk back when he’s beaten or scolded, he is gradually losing the sense of accomplishment when bullying others.
He is too lazy to play hide-and-seek with him, so he just lets him be. Anyway, just don’t disturb him.
Xia Hang and Lin Ziran came to KFC together.
Ning Bai sat opposite them. He seemed a little nervous, his thin lips slightly pursed, but he still smiled gently at them: “What do you want to eat? I’ll go buy it.”
Xia Hang ordered quickly, and Lin Ziran also ordered.
Seeing Ning Bai getting ready to stand up, Lin Ziran suddenly spoke slowly: “Are you planning to eat today? Try a different meal.”
Ning Bai was startled, then looked at him with touched eyes.
Lin Ziran had already turned his head.
Ning Bai knew that he wanted to torment him, so he consciously ordered the whole family bucket every time. If he didn’t ask for it, he would force him to eat…
Since you cooperated so well yesterday, I’ll forgive you this time.
Ning Bai ordered a meal for himself. Although the food here was not very delicious and could not compare to what he had eaten before, it was already very good for him. He lowered his eyes, and a gentle look slowly emerged in his eyes.
He knew the boy didn’t accept him, but he had always been a person who clearly distinguished between gratitude and resentment, and he was also a little soft-hearted…
It’s impossible not to love him.
Lin Ziran gnawed on a chicken leg, nonchalantly. He felt that Ning Bai might have some masochistic potential. He didn’t know why he followed him, whether he loved him or not… How long had they known each other?
To be honest, even if Ning Bai hadn’t said that, he still didn’t believe that Ning Bai would love him.
He just can’t fall in love with someone at first sight.
At most, it can only be considered as a face-con.
Face is the premise of love, but not the necessary condition for love. He may like someone because of his face, but he will not fall in love with someone because of his face.
Why does Ning Bai like Lu Xiaodong?
Xia Hang ate without a care in the world. He saw Ning Bai eating the spicy bucket every time and it was painful but he still insisted on eating it. He thought that he really loved the bucket and the chili peppers. He asked in confusion: “Ning DaGe, you are not eating the bucket today?”
Lin Ziran almost spit out a mouthful of water.
Ning Bai coughed lightly: “Change the taste.”
After the meal, Ning Bai accompanied the two of them back to the dormitory.
Thinking that school was about to start, but Lin Ziran’s dormitory was still lacking a lot of things, Ning Bai took the initiative to ask: “I’ll get you a computer, so that it will be more convenient to study and play games in the dormitory in the future, and you don’t have to go to the Internet cafe late at night.”
Lin Ziran shook his head. How long can he stay in this world? So he didn’t buy much. Just playing mobile games is enough. There is no need to get a computer.
Seeing Lin Ziran’s refusal, Ning Bai did not insist and fell silent again.
Ning Bai sent them downstairs to the dormitory.
Xia Hang said: “Goodbye, Ning DaGe.”
Lin Ziran just nodded slightly to Ning Bai as a gesture.
Ning Bai smiled at him with gentle eyes, watching them leave.
As Xia Hang went upstairs, he said to Lin Ziran: “It’s great to have a Gege.”
This kind of Gege who is tolerant and doting is really enviable.
Lin Ziran laughed, of course the Gege who had slept with him was different.
Xia Hang added: “Although it’s a pity that the figurine was lost, why don’t you… forgive him for a while?”
Lin Ziran: “…”
………………
Recently, Ning Bai no longer guards him 24 hours a day. He occasionally sends him a text message or calls him. It doesn’t matter even if Lin Ziran doesn’t reply.
These two days have been peaceful and comfortable.
Lin Ziran was a little worried that Feng Wan would come over again. After all, it would be embarrassing to cause trouble in school. Although he was thick-skinned, he had no interest in harassing this person. If Feng Wan really came to school to harass him, he might have to consider moving out.
But Feng Wan did not come again.
On second thought, maybe Ning Bai had come up with a solution, but who cares, at least she won’t bother him!
That day, Lin Ziran returned to the dormitory downstairs after dinner. It was not until he saw Jiang Xuan standing at the door that he showed a toothache expression. He had finally avoided Feng Wan, but he forgot that there was another Jiang Xuan!
Is this a case of being able to avoid the first day but not the fifteenth?
Lin Ziran was wary of Jiang Xuan and asked coldly: “What are you doing here?”
Jiang Xuan looked at Lin Ziran with a complicated expression. He originally wanted to come earlier, but was entangled by the boy from the Xue family. He knew that this was Ning Bai’s intention. Ning Bai must have known that he had exposed his identity…
But so what?
As long as Ning Bai’s identity is there, Lu Xiaodong will never accept him.
Jiang Xuan took a step forward, showing a gentle look, and said in a low voice: “I just came to see you.”
Lin Ziran: “Oh, now, that you’ve seen it, you can leave now.”
He was about to go upstairs.
Jiang Xuan frowned and sighed. The boy was so indifferent to him. He was probably still thinking about the incident at the KTV. But he never gave him a chance to say a few more words. How could he impress him?
Seeing that the boy was about to leave again, Jiang Xuan stepped forward and grabbed his wrist.
Lin Ziran glanced at Jiang Xuan’s hand. The man held it tightly. He couldn’t help but sigh in his heart. It seemed that today would not end well.
He didn’t want to be seen arguing with a grown man at the door of the dormitory, so he said: “Let’s talk about this over there.”
Jiang Xuan nodded: “Okay.”
Lin Ziran didn’t dare to go to a very secret place, fearing that something might happen, so he stayed in the woods near the dormitory.
Jiang Xuan’s eyes were dark, his expression was gentle, and he said with concern: “I have been busy recently and have not been able to visit you. Are you okay? If you are short of money, you can actually tell me. You don’t have to sell the car.”
Jiang Xuan looked very sincere and concerned, but Lin Ziran really had no intention of playing love games with him. He sighed and said: “What do you like about me?”
“Do you think I’m fun and interesting?”
“Or is it because I stopped trying to curry favor with you, and you suddenly feel uncomfortable?”
Jiang Xuan’s expression froze slightly when he heard Lin Ziran say this, and he felt a little irritated. In fact, he himself didn’t know why he liked the boy. Maybe it was just a momentary impulse, or maybe it was because of desire… Or maybe it was because he accidentally discovered another side of the boy and realized that he was more attractive than he thought.
He likes this boy.
What he disliked even more was not being able to get what he wanted.
Jiang Xuan said in a deep voice: “I like you, there are not so many reasons.”
Lin Ziran said: “But I don’t like you.”
The boy had said this last time, but it still made Jiang Xuan very unhappy. This was the first time he had been so humble to coax someone, but the other person remained unmoved. Jiang Xuan’s eyes turned slightly cold, and he said: “Is it because of Ning Bai? Even if this is the case, can’t you let him go?”
Lin Ziran shook his head and looked at him steadily: “It has nothing to do with Ning Bai. It’s just that I don’t like you.”
He would not fall in love with an NPC in this game world, and he was not interested in playing a sad game of intrigue and robbery with Jiang Xuan. Is he just bored or just having too much free time?
Jiang Xuan looked into the boy’s eyes, but his heart slowly sank because he could see that what Lin Ziran said was true.
The resoluteness in his eyes made Jiang Xuan have no doubt about his determination.
Even so, Lin Ziran still won’t choose him…
The darkness in Jiang Xuan’s heart, which had been deliberately suppressed for a long time, surged again. He kept telling himself to be patient and take it slow. He didn’t need to use that kind of means to get the boy. He just needed to get Ning Bai out first and then let the boy leave the Lu family… Although the boy did not rely on him as he expected, Jiang Xuan believed that he still had a chance.
But if he can’t get it anyway, then what’s the point of being patient?
The anger in Jiang Xuan’s heart slowly surfaced again.
He wanted to capture him and imprison him, but it was impossible… Ning Bai and Xue Ze are watching him, and it is difficult for him to escape their eyes. If it weren’t for those two hateful guys…
Seeing Lin Ziran turned and left again.
Jiang Xuan suddenly took a step forward, put one hand around the boy’s waist, and pushed him directly against the tree! With the other hand, he easily grabbed both of his hands and pressed them on his head.
Lin Ziran was a little confused. This was a school. What if someone saw him? That would be too embarrassing!
Jiang Xuan leaned over to him, his eyes full of affection, and he chuckled softly: “Don’t make any noise, you don’t want anyone to see you, right?”
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