Who am I, where am I, and what happened ?

Lin Ziran was stunned. He actually heard the word ‘love’ from Ning Bai’s mouth.

It’s no wonder he was shocked because he had read the script.

In the original script, Ning Bai and Jiang Xuan broke up and got back together. Jiang Xuan went through many difficulties to pursue his wife. When they were about to get married, Ning Bai never said the word ‘love’. He only said ‘like’.

At that time, Lin Ziran felt that this person was too cold and indifferent.

He doesn’t care about the people who love him at all.

Like a stone that can’t be warmed.

So even if this kind of person really falls in love with someone, he probably won’t easily express it, right?

Later, Lin Ziran thought again, maybe Ning Bai did say that, but it was not written in the script outline?

But no matter what, this did not prevent Lin Ziran from knowing what kind of person Ning Bai was. Therefore, when he slept with him before, he did not think that he loved him. At most, he just liked him a little bit. He felt that they were really just simple sex buddies…

Hearing Ning Bai say that he loved him at this moment, this strong sense of incongruity made him feel very absurd.

The most important thing is, what the hell did he do to make Ning Bai fall in love with him? !

Lin Ziran looked confused.

Is this bastard playing a trick on him?

As soon as Ning Bai saw Lin Ziran’s expression, he knew that he didn’t believe it, but he couldn’t blame him. He had gone too far before. Who would believe that he would fall in love with someone?

Just ten days ago, he himself wouldn’t have believed it.

But he doesn’t regret saying it.

This was the first and only time he loved someone. Even if this love was no longer needed, it didn’t matter.

Twenty years ago, he knew that love should not be a tool to bind a person.

Ning Bai spoke slowly, his voice low and hoarse: “I am just telling you this, not asking you to respond to me, you don’t need to feel any burden.”

Lin Ziran was about to yell at him, but seeing him like this, he couldn’t open his mouth.

Because Ning Bai looks very sincere. If this is fake, then he is acting too realistically. If this is real, bah bah bah… How can it be real!

Lin Ziran calmed down. He had to talk it out with Ning Bai.

Otherwise, how would he have the time to tangle with him all day?

Ning Bai’s attitude suddenly changed. If he didn’t really love him, he must have sympathized with him, right? Because he(NB) was so outstanding and the biological son of the Lu family, and he(LXD) was an unwanted substitute, he(NB) might feel that this hurt him, and thought that he(LXD) still loved him, so he(NB) said this just to comfort his hurt self? Ning Bai was actually a saint? !

Although this logic doesn’t seem to make sense, Lin Ziran really can’t think of any other reason…

Lin Ziran said coldly: “If you just feel sorry for me, no need, I’m fine.”

Lu Xiaodong doesn’t want to be sympathized with, especially—he doesn’t want to be sympathized with by this person.

Ning Bai felt a little sad, and he said slowly: “It’s not sympathy.”

In fact, he might have fallen in love with this boy before he knew the truth, or even longer ago, when he first saw him, before he even realized it…

If he didn’t love him, why keep him around?

If he didn’t love him, why tease him and bully him?

If he didn’t love him, why would he be so worried when he was in danger and go to him without hesitation?

His body instinctively loved him, but his heart was firmly locked up, not going beyond the line, afraid of getting hurt, telling himself that he will not fall in love with anyone else.

Until he finally couldn’t continue to deceive himself.

It turns out that escaping can’t solve any problems.

Lin Ziran stared at Ning Bai for a long while, then suddenly laughed. He raised his hand to rub his already messy hair, leaned over, raised the corner of his mouth, and showed Ning Bai a provocative smile: “Okay, I’ll just assume that you love me, but I won’t listen to you anymore, and I won’t become the person you like anymore. Is that okay?”

Ning Bai looked at him and said: “You don’t need to change for anyone. I only love you, no matter what you look like.”

Ha, so hypocritical!

Will LaoZi believe you?

Lin Ziran will never forget how much trouble this picky guy has caused. He is simply an enhanced perfectionist with obsessive-compulsive disorder and a control freak! He even has to put his slippers in place exactly. In order to pursue you, LaoZi had to dress according to your preferences and buy you this and that. I don’t believe you can tolerate me now! Who is afraid of who!

Lin Ziran turned and left.

He went back to the dormitory and took a nap.

After waking up, he ordered a takeaway and then thought about it. Although he wanted to disgust Ning Bai, he would not change back to that Shamate style. He would not embarrass himself just to disgust others. However, he did not have to change back to Shamate style to make Ning Bai unhappy. There were many ways to do it.

Lin Ziran now has enough money on him to squander until he leaves this world, and he found that he couldn’t spend much money since he moved into the dormitory. He was in a hurry to get money and sold the car at a low price. Now it seems that it doesn’t matter whether he sells it or not…

Never mind, it’s just a game. Money is mere worldly possession!

He went to a cheap supermarket and bought some tacky T-shirts and jeans, which looked like the style of a rural-urban fringe area. However, Lin Ziran thought there was nothing unacceptable about it. Aren’t there enough tacky students in this school?

His hair has grown a bit long recently, and sometimes it covers his eyes. Lin Ziran originally planned to get it trimmed, but now he doesn’t. He just tucks his bangs behind his ears.

As for shoes, it’s easier to deal with. A pair of flip-flops is enough for this season! Choose a patterned one that’s more eye-catching!

Relaxed and comfortable!

And it is incompatible with Ning Bai’s preferences.

Two hundred yuan to fix from head to heal.

Lin Ziran felt that he was really a little genius.

He was really out of his mind to spend hundreds of thousands of yuan on clothes. He feels heartbroken every time he thinks about it!

He could only comfort himself that he was doing this for the sake of completing the task and that he did not spend money, but the task coins issued by the system…

Xia Hang has been working part-time during the day recently and usually returns to the dormitory at night. He doesn’t think Lin Ziran is any different. In his opinion, the difference between Lin Ziran’s T-shirts that cost 5,000 yuan before and 51 yuan now is not much. He just thinks Lin Ziran is more comfortable and relaxed now.

He and Lin Ziran have become very familiar with each other these days, and the two often go in and out together.

That day, Xia Hang returned to the dormitory with a nervous look on his face. He said to Lin Ziran worriedly: “I feel like someone is following you.”

Lin Ziran’s eyelids twitched, and he pretended not to know, saying: “Where, where is the person who is following me?”

Xia Hang mysteriously pulled Lin Ziran to the balcony, quietly pointed to the black car under a ginkgo tree below, and said: “Every time I go out with you recently, I see this car. It can’t be such a coincidence…”

Lin Ziran laughed dryly: “No way, I didn’t offend anyone. How could someone follow me?”

Xia Hang asked after hearing this: “Really? Think about it again?”

Lin Ziran almost swore to the heavens: “Really not! He definitely didn’t follow me!”

Xia Hang’s face turned pale, he trembled, and he was in a trance: “Not following you? Could he be following me? But I didn’t offend anyone…”

Lin Ziran: “…”

Xia Hang began to think constantly, muttering to himself: “I go to the restaurant to work every morning and come back at five in the afternoon. I have never come into contact with any strangers or perverts. And I am not likely to be favored by perverts…”

Lin Ziran was shocked when he saw this. This classmate was so frightened that he thought of a perverted and indecent killer. He felt very guilty and said: “I don’t think so. Maybe you are overthinking…”

Xia Hang said with a pale face: “I hope so. Anyway, you and I should be careful recently. Don’t go out after dark, and don’t be alone. It is said that some perverts like to attack college students, even men…”

Lin Ziran: “Hmm…”

He comforted Xia Hang, and when Xia Hang went out the next day, he immediately ran to Ning Bai’s car, kicked the door, and shouted angrily: “Get out!”

The car door opened, Ning Bai walked down, and looked at him gently: “Is there anything wrong?”

Lin Ziran looked at Ning·Perverted Stalker·Bai, and said with a fake smile: “Do you know that your car looks very conspicuous? My classmate found it, and now he thinks you are following him and want to kidnap him!”

Ning Bai was silent for a moment. He looked at Lin Ziran seriously and said: “Sorry, I will find a way to solve it.”

Lin Ziran looked at him threateningly with a cold face: “You’d better solve it!”

After saying that, he ignored Ning Bai and left.

Lin Ziran returned to the dormitory, thinking over and over again, he was not very reassured. Ning Bai agreed so readily this time, how was he going to solve it, or did he finally couldn’t bear it anymore and would leave?

But he was too lazy to think too much. Although Ning Bai was cold-hearted, he would still do what he promised. He was a man of few words but still reliable.

Lin Ziran went to the Internet cafe to play games during the day and did not come back until after eight o’clock in the evening.

When he pushed the door open, he found Ning Bai sitting in the dormitory, chatting and laughing with Xia Hang.

Lin Ziran: ? ? ?

I asked you to solve the problem, not to come to my dormitory, right?

Xia Hang saw Lin Ziran coming back and said enthusiastically: “Xiaodong, your cousin is here to see you.”

【Lin Ziran: Cousin???】

【System:……】

Xia Hang looked at Lin Ziran in a daze and thought of what Ning Bai had just said to him. He had an idea in mind, so he pulled Lin Ziran in and said: “Don’t think too much. Ning DaGe is also worried about you.”

Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bai with a wary look in his eyes. What story did he make up for Xia Hang?

As soon as Ning Bai saw Lin Ziran’s expression, he knew that he was not happy for him to stay here any longer, so he stood up and said: “I have something else to do, so I won’t bother you. Xiaodong lives here, so please take care of him, classmate Xia.”

Xia Hang nodded repeatedly and said: “Don’t worry, Ning DaGe! I will take good care of Xiaodong!”

Ning Bai said: “Thank you.”

After saying that, he stood up and said gently to Lin Ziran: “Then I’m leaving.”

Lin Ziran didn’t even glance at him.

After Ning Bai left, he frowned and asked Xia Hang: “What did he say to you?”

Xia Hang looked at Lin Ziran and said with a smile: “I made a mistake before. I thought there was a pervert. In fact, the car belongs to Ning DaGe. He came to the school to see you because he was worried about you.”

Lin Ziran still didn’t understand how he became his cousin and said sadly: “You just believe whatever he tells you.”

Xia Hang looked at him in confusion: “Why can’t I believe this? Ning DaGe is a very reliable person at first glance. Besides, I have nothing worth him lying to me about. What’s the benefit of him lying to me? Xiaodong, don’t be angry. I know you are unhappy that your father didn’t agree to buy you a new car, but they are still worried about you, so they asked your cousin to come and see you…”

Lin Ziran: “…”

Seeing that Xia Hang was convinced, Lin Ziran was very upset, but he was too embarrassed to tell the truth. Should he say that he and Ning Bai were former sex buddies and now enemies?

Forget it, let Xia Hang misunderstand.

Seeing that Lin Ziran didn’t say anything, Xia Hang thought that it was indeed the case. In fact, he didn’t finish what he said.

Ning DaGe also told him that Lu Xiaodong was unhappy because his parents ignored him when they had a second child. The child was very emotionally sensitive, so he ran away from home and lived in the dormitory. He was very worried about Lu Xiaodong’s mental state, so he asked Xia Hang to comfort and accompany him more and tell him as soon as possible if there was any abnormality. However, in order not to hurt Lu Xiaodong’s self-esteem, he should not tell Lu Xiaodong about these things.

Xia Hang thought that Xiaodong was already this old, but his parents insisted on having a second child. If he was sensitive, it was possible that he would be unable to get over it for a while.

Lin Ziran lay on the bed in the dormitory, took out his phone, and started playing, but he couldn’t get into it. He felt that Ning Bai was provoking him!

He clearly told him to stop bothering him, but he turned out to be good. He even dared to claim to be his cousin and came into his dorm!

Lin Ziran put down his phone and went downstairs.

This time, Ning Bai parked his car farther away, not in the way of the dormitory. He was alone, seemed a little tired, closed his eyes, and leaned against a tree trunk.

The usually cold face seemed to have not rested for a long time, and there were dark shadows under the eyes, and the whole person looked like a layer of fog.

This seems a bit distressing.

But Lin Ziran would not be fooled so easily! He felt that this guy had a problem recently, and suddenly started to make trouble with him. Please, you were so ruthless before, but suddenly, you turned 360 degrees and followed me. I really can’t stand it, DaGe!

Lin Ziran walked over and said unhappily: “Hey.”

Ning Bai opened his eyes, and there was silence in his pale eyes. After a moment, a gentle look appeared, and he said: “What do you want?”

Lin Ziran said with a straight face: “You have to follow me, right?”

Ning Bai looked at the boy in front of him. His hair was messy, and he was wearing a floral T-shirt and flip-flops. He looked unkempt, as if he was deliberately trying to make him unhappy. He was really trying hard to make him dislike him. But for some reason, as long as he could see this person being well and seeing him still get angry at him, all the haze in his heart during this period was instantly dispelled…

Ning Bai smiled slightly: “I said I love you, so I just care about you.”

Does caring about me mean being a stalker?

And who needs your worries?

Lin Ziran raised his eyebrows and said coldly: “Oh, sorry, but I don’t love you.”

Ning Bai said: “It doesn’t matter, I love you.”

Lin Ziran was very mad, thinking, wasn’t he clear enough? You are a decent person. How can you be shameless? He finally couldn’t help it and laughed frivolously: “Are you cheap?”

Ning Bai’s face turned pale for a moment, and the pain in his eyes flashed by so fast that it was almost unnoticeable. He still looked gentle and indifferent and smiled: “Loving you is the most beautiful thing I think, so I’m not cheap.”

This is my true feeling.

Believe it or not.

I am glad to meet you, to love you, and to protect you…

There are some things you don’t understand, and you don’t need to know… as long as I know them alone, that’s enough.

All this tragedy is caused by me.

If I hadn’t left, you wouldn’t have appeared in that home, wouldn’t have suffered such pain, you could have been adopted by a not-so-rich but loving family, and had a plain and happy life, instead of ending up with nothing like this.

I should have realized earlier that I fell in love with you, but not only did I not love you well, but I pushed you deeper…

I am as guilty as they are.

So, even if it costs everything, I want to hold your hand and bring you out of the darkness.

If I can’t save myself, I at least hope I can save you.

Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bai like this, who couldn’t be beaten or driven away by scolding. He was even more shameless than himself. This title of shameless scoundrel should be given to you!

Why does this scene look so much like the time when he pursued Ning Bai?

【Lin Ziran: I seriously suspect that the script between Ning Bai and I is reversed! 】

【System sighs: You always have the ability to reverse roles.】

【Lin Ziran: …? 】Is this a compliment?

Lin Ziran glared at Ning Bai with gritted teeth, up to you!

Ning Bai stood still, watching the boy disappear at the door of the building, and coughed softly with his fist to his lips.

Not long after, the phone suddenly rang. It was Xue Ze calling.

Xue Ze’s roar was almost deafening: “DaGe, when are you going to come back? Do you have the nerve to leave everything to me? Please have some pity on me, this delicate flower!”

Ning Bai chuckled: “You are so capable, don’t be so modest, you don’t need pity.”

Xue Ze: “…You are really too much, wuwuwu.”

Ning Bai: “Just say what you want to say, or I’ll hang up.”

Xue Ze: “I have investigated and found that Jiang Xuan’s company has some problems. I have contacted some of his employees privately and am preparing to sue his company for some disputes. However, this is a thankless task. Although it can delay his energy, it is difficult to hurt him.”

Ning Bai smiled, but his voice was chilling: “Just hold him back, so he doesn’t have to worry about those unnecessary things, and the key is, I want him to know that if he does something he shouldn’t do, the consequences will be serious, and I will never sit idly by.”

Xue Ze said: “He definitely doesn’t dare to use force. Otherwise, he will be in big trouble, don’t worry. But seriously, you should come back and take a rest. It’s not a good idea for you to keep watching like this. Can you watch him 24 hours a day?”

Ning Bai said: “I’m fine, you don’t have to worry.”

Xue Ze sighed and couldn’t help complaining: “Why did you do that? You didn’t listen to me when I told you to. You should have treated Xiao Lu well and kept him by your side. Now, he must be obedient to you. Why would you have to suffer so much? In the end, no one appreciated it…”

Ning Bai showed a bitter look on his lips: “You don’t understand… But you are right, it is my fault…”

He brought this upon himself.

He always thought that he was strong enough, and even if he left that home, he could still live well on his own. He thought that the scars were covered by him and that nothing could hurt him anymore.

But in fact, this is a manifestation of cowardice because a truly strong person will not close his heart for fear of being hurt.

In fact, he and Lu Xiaodong.

What’s the difference?

No.

There is still a difference…

At least Lu Xiaodong still dares to love, still dares to work hard, and still dares to pursue.

Even if he falls and gets bruised all over, he will not give up easily.

But I don’t even dare to love.

He is not as brave as that kid.

………………

Because Ning Bai and Xia Hang knew each other, he began to have the opportunity to enter the dormitory.

He would come to the dormitory to visit him from time to time and occasionally bring some snacks. Xia Hang liked him very much because Ning Bai would prepare a portion for him every time he brought snacks!

Ning Bai came again this day.

Lin Ziran lay on the bed, pretending that there was no one there, and played games without noticing.

Ning Bai knew he was not welcome, so he put his things down and left quickly.

Xia Hang was eating Ning Bai’s snacks, feeling very guilty, and said to Lin Ziran cautiously: “Xiaodong, do you dislike your cousin?”

Lin Ziran said: “Isn’t it obvious enough that I don’t like him?”

Xia Hang asked again: “Why? He really cares about you, you shouldn’t be like this, this attitude is so hurtful…”

Lin Ziran leaned down from the upper bunk and said bitterly: “You were bribed by him for such a small snack? All my limited edition figurines were thrown away as garbage by that bastard. I have collected them for several years. Do you understand my pain? I will never forgive him in my life!”

Xia Hang’s face turned green when he heard this. He also had a hobby of collecting figurines and could understand this kind of anger and pain very well. He immediately said seriously: “This is indeed too much. You have the right to be angry! How could he do this? You can’t forgive him!”

Lin Ziran laughed and lay down again to continue playing with his phone.

Finally, he doesn’t have to listen to Xia Hang speaking for Ning Bai.

………………

Lin Ziran went out for a walk that day. He tried all kinds of snacks near the school. He found a small restaurant that was cheap and good quality, and looked relatively clean, so he usually went there for meals.

After eating, he rode his shared bike to a nearby internet cafe.

On the way back in the evening, he saw a barbecue and bought a bunch of skewers. He ate while walking back. He had a very pleasant life…

Seeing that he was about to return to the dormitory, Lin Ziran was eating while walking. Thinking of Ning Bai’s recent entanglement, he was exhausted. He sighed and was careless for a moment. He didn’t notice the steps in front of him and fell to the ground with a plop! The last skewer also fell to the ground and rolled around, covered with mud…

Because the pain level was very low, the pain was not obvious…but the loss of the skewers made him feel heartbroken!

Lin Ziran was stunned at first, then felt so wronged that he almost cried.

The meat to the mouth flew!

Just when Lin Ziran was very sad, a man next to him suddenly rushed over, carefully picked him up, and looked at the wound on his leg with a worried and anxious look.

Lin Ziran was stunned and looked up at Ning Bai in a daze. You really made me scared, okay, ahhhhh!

Why are you here all the time?

Don’t you have anything else to do besides following me?

I just want to be happy alone, but you look at me like a prisoner all day long. It’s really annoying… I’m already sad that I lost the skewer in the middle of the night, and you actually come out to offend me. Lin Ziran finally couldn’t stand it anymore and was about to explode!

Ning Bai looked at Lin Ziran anxiously. He held him in his arms. The boy was wearing shorts today. He had fallen hard just now, and his knees were covered in blood. Ning Bai reached out to pick Lin Ziran up…

Suddenly, the boy waved his hand violently and angrily pushed his hand away! With tears in his eyes, he looked at him angrily: “Get lost!”

Bad mood,

Don’t get close to LaoZi!