Chapter 192. Not Your Pot
Arc 7 : Last Nightmare
Du Yan sat in the passenger seat, thinking about life, no, to be more precise, it should be the life of a cat.
Things are not that simple now. If He Jin can’t convince himself about his Jiujiu turning into a cat, Du Yan might become a eunuch cat in a few days.
Du Yan is a very calm person, and he never gets flustered no matter what happens. But now that it comes to dignity, he really can’t calm down.
In addition, He Jin had a thoughtful expression since he came out of the pet store, which made Du Yan feel more and more threatened.
Du Yan was so disturbed that he didn’t even notice that the way back was a little different.
It was not until He Jin got off the car and carried Du Yan to the elevator that he realized that this was not the company, but He Jin’s home.
The elevator door opened, and Du Yan jumped directly from He Jin’s arms and walked out.
He Jin followed behind slowly, watching the cat stop at the door. There seemed to be confusion in the cat’s amber eyes, as if it was asking why it was brought to this place.
He Jin glanced at it and said gently: “Since there might be a smell around the company that caused you to become horny, it would be better to go to another place.”
Du Yan watched He Jin open the door. Even though he had a low EQ, he could hear some displeasure in He Jin’s tone just now.
The furnishings in the house were the same as when the dream ended three years ago. No new furniture was added, and no existing furnishings were thrown away.
Even the books that Du Yan often read are still placed on the coffee table, as if he is still living here.
He Jin watched the white cat walk into the house and then jumped onto the sofa and sat down.
That seat is where Jiujiu usually sits. No one has sat there in the past three years.
Seeing the white cat naturally occupying the position that belonged to Jiujiu, He Jin did not feel unhappy at all. Instead, he felt relieved.
Du Yan was already anxious, and because of the word sterilization he had heard before, he was upset and confused. His IQ dropped, and his rationality went offline.
He Jin was standing opposite, staring at the cat that was clearly not in good condition. He found something very interesting, it seemed that the white cat had become absent-minded since the veterinarian suggested sterilization.
This was completely different from its previous anxiety. It was so worried that it didn’t even resist when He Jin held it. It seemed that it understood what the veterinarian said before.
He Jin pondered for a moment and finally spoke.
“Actually because of an unknown female cat in estrus. Really…”
Du Yan looked up after hearing this and saw He Jin’s serious expression and deep eyes. He really looked very upset.
“It makes me very unhappy. Maybe I should do something to prevent future troubles.”
After He Jin finished speaking, he stood up and went into the bathroom.
“……”
Du Yan became even more anxious, and the heat all over his body made it impossible for him to calm down and think carefully.
He Jin’s laptop was casually placed on the coffee table. Du Yan didn’t hesitate for a moment and jumped over to turn it on.
When He Jin came out, all he saw was a computer on the coffee table and an open WORD document.
There was a line of words written in large font on the document: I am Xie Yan.
He Jin was slightly startled and then glanced at the white cat sitting next to the computer, staring at him coldly.
He smiled, then walked forward, willing to be pushed out of the square grid, and embraced the extremely resistant cat in his arms.
“Jiujiu, I miss you so much.”
As soon as he finished speaking, the cat in his arms emitted a blinding white light. He Jin didn’t even blink, staring at the white light.
His heart beat faster and faster, as if the whole world was left with only the dazzling white light in his arms and the pounding sound of his heartbeat.
After a while, He Jin felt his legs sink. He subconsciously reached out and hugged him, and felt a soft and smooth skin under his palm.
Then, what came into his eyes were those familiar eyes whose color was so pale that it always seemed as if they were covered with a thin layer of ice.
“Jiujiu.”
He Jin only uttered this word, and then his throat seemed to be choked, and he could not say another word. He hugged the person tightly and buried his face in the other’s shoulder.
Du Yan only felt a little dampness and heat on his shoulders. He did not move but waited quietly for He Jin to calm down.
After a while, He Jin calmed down a little and thought about Du Yan’s character. He was afraid that he would get angry and leave again, so he let go in a hurry.
In his panic, his hand accidentally touched something soft and furry. He subconsciously grabbed it and even squeezed it gently.
“Hiss——”
He Jin covered the back of his hand and watched Du Yan, who was originally sitting on his lap, retreat two meters away: “Jiujiu, why did you scratch me?”
As soon as the words fell, He Jin was stunned.
Because there seemed to be something wrong with Du Yan in front of him. The pair of white ears on his head and the long tail swinging behind him made him look like he was dreaming.
It was exactly the same as the dream he had that night when he was drunk.
Du Yan frowned and said: “The cat’s tail is very sensitive. Don’t touch it.”
After saying that, Du Yan turned around and walked into the bedroom.
He Jin stared blankly at Du Yan’s back, then looked down at his palm. Was it his Jiujiu’s tail that he just caught?
In fact, from He Jin’s perspective, Du Yan’s reaction was more like anger out of shame than dissatisfaction.
The rare red color on his fair skin had completely exposed everything. He Jin smiled and thought of what the veterinarian had said before.
If estrus comes in cat form, will it affect his human form?
When Du Yan came out, he had already dressed himself up. The clothes in the bedroom cloakroom were very clean and tidy, and there were also many new clothes sent in the past three years.
Everything was done according to Du Yan’s habits when he lived here, and it never changed.
He Jin looked at Du Yan. Apart from the cat ears on his head and tail behind, nothing has changed since three years ago. Even since He Jin met him when he was sixteen years old, there has been no change.
He Jin seemed to understand why Du Yan always looked like this, as if time had never left any trace on him.
“Is this the reason why you suddenly disappeared?”
Du Yan sat down opposite He Jin. He had already prepared to explain the reason for his disappearance after he regained his human form. Now that He Jin took the initiative to ask, he could eliminate some of the barriers between the two of them.
“I… am not a human being, at least not a complete human being.”
Du Yan looked at He Jin and also at Shao Lingheng. The next words he said were originally intended for Shao Lingheng.
“The part of my body that is not human makes it impossible for me to empathize with humans.”
“I understand what you mean, that’s why you are always so cold and rational…”
He Jin stood up and stopped in front of Du Yan, his voice was very low, almost like a whisper.
“So, you left not because you hated me, but because you had no choice…”
He Jin’s lips pressed down before he finished speaking. He was now overwhelmed by the intense emotions of reunion and had no spare time to think.
He had to do something to vent his emotions.
In particular, the person in front of him had a calm expression and cold eyes, but his fair skin was tinged with red, and the pair of furry cat ears on his head kept moving restlessly.
This extreme contrast made He Jin completely lose control.
As their lips and teeth intertwined, He Jin’s eyes suddenly widened. What was this?
His Jiujiu actually kissed him back?
This wasn’t the first time He Jin kissed him, but it was always a light kiss. Even when they kissed deeply a few times, the other party never responded.
This shock even made He Jin stop, and then he stepped back a little, staring blankly at the pair of pale eyes. In this situation, He Jin had an illusion that the thin layer of ice seemed to have melted into a pool of clear water, still cold but no longer freezing cold.
“It’s just biological instinct.”
Du Yan turned his face away, and his breathing became rapid and uncontrollable.
He Jin’s hand slid down his waistline, and then he laughed softly: “I understand, I am even grateful for this biological instinct. Otherwise, I would never get this kind of response.”
“！”
Du Yan glared at He Jin angrily, but he couldn’t help but slump and fell on He Jin.
He Jin let go of the hand that was pinching the base of the tail, opened his arms, and embraced the high-altitude flower that finally fell completely into his arms.
Inside the bedroom, on the bed that had been empty for three years, shadows overlapped, and the ambiguous sounds were particularly clear in the silent room.
At the most critical moment, Du Yan suddenly resisted the person who was pressing down on him, with some struggle and resistance on his face.
He Jin’s forehead was covered with beads of sweat, but he still whispered to comfort him: “This is just biological instinct, Jiujiu, you don’t need to resist, it’s not your problem…”
Du Yan’s answer was to bite He Jin’s shoulder hard. His sharp cat-like fangs pierced his skin directly, and the fishy-sweet taste spread in his mouth.
However, this feeling made the cat even more excited. Du Yan’s eyes were like colorful fireworks blooming, and his mind became even more groggy. All his rationality was completely offline, leaving only instinctive feelings.
In stark contrast to his fierce biting of He Jin’s shoulder, the long cat tail behind him lightly wrapped around the front and wrapped around He Jin’s arm.
When the teeth loosened, He Jin half-raised his body, panting, and saw the pair of slightly trembling snow-white cat ears. He smiled softly again and then gently kissed the slightly cool ear tip.
“Jiujiu…Yan…”
After all the confusion and passion subsided, Du Yan got up and leaned against the head of the bed. The dim light dyed the white cat ears between his black hair and a layer of yellowish color.
Even the warm light couldn’t cover up the coldness that permeated his body. When the heat caused by the estrus instinct of cats subsided, Du Yan’s rationality returned to normal.
He lowered his eyes and looked at the person beside him.
Perhaps because his tense mind relaxed instantly, He Jin fell into a deep sleep. However, Du Yan was particularly energetic at night because of his cat nature.
Du Yan reached out and tapped He Jin’s forehead, and sure enough, he still couldn’t enter the next level of dreamland. He Jin’s doubts had not been completely eliminated, and he had not yet completely trusted him.
In fact, Du Yan had already guessed the result before trying it. Although the two of them were separated by a distance at this time, but…
Du Yan moved his tail and then felt it being held tighter.
As expected, he still doesn’t trust him at all.
When He Jin woke up, it was already midnight.
The moment he woke up, he panicked for a moment, but luckily, he immediately felt the furry touch on his palm.
He Jin saw the man sitting next to him, holding a book in his hand. He was very close, so close that he could just reach out and hold the book in his arms.
“Jiujiu.”
As a hoarse voice sounded, Du Yan felt his waist tighten, and an arm was wrapped around his waist.
He put down the book and looked over: “Don’t call me Jiujiu at this time.”
He Jin smiled, his eyes regained clarity: “Isn’t this address more intimate?”
“……”
Du Yan glanced at him and then said: “Don’t touch my tail.”
He Jin smiled and loosened his hands under the quilt: “Sorry, it feels too good…”
Du Yan only felt the hand on his waist tighten, and the other person’s words seemed to have other meanings.
Perhaps because he saw that Du Yan looked unhappy, He Jin withdrew his hand: “Jiujiu, you don’t need to be too stressed. It’s just a biological instinct. I am willing to solve your problem.”
“Do you still have any doubts in your mind?”
Du Yan decided not to respond and brought the topic back to the main track.
Seeing this, He Jin also sat up and asked: “So, three years ago, you suddenly left because… you are a cat?”
Du Yan did not comment but said: “When I regained consciousness, I was already in this state.”
His words were very clever, which made He Jin’s slightly wrinkled brows relax.
He Jin raised his hand to rub the soft ears but withdrew his hand awkwardly under Du Yan’s gaze.
“I just feel that you have to go to a lot of trouble over the past three years.”
Du Yan said: “It doesn’t matter, I didn’t realize it before.”
He Jin asked again: “So Jiujiu, why were you picked up by Fang Xiangxiang?”
His tone sounded nonchalant, as if he was just asking casually, but Du Yan, whose emotional intelligence had improved dramatically at this moment, could hear a hint of jealousy.
“The place where I appeared at that time was very close to your company.”
Du Yan didn’t go into too much detail. But He Jin could fully understand what he meant, and he followed: “Were you looking for me?”
“I went to see a psychiatrist that day, so I missed the chance to pick up Jiujiu.”
He Jin looked very depressed, but Du Yan said mercilessly: “Even if you see me, you won’t take me back.”
“……”
He Jin was speechless for a moment. Thinking of the situation when he first met the white cat, he could no longer refute anything.
He smiled and said: “Anyway, I’m glad that you came to me first after you regained consciousness. But what is this strange thing that happened to you? “
What strange thing happened? Is it not your pot.
Du Yan complained in his heart, but could only say: “In fact, I knew from a very young age that I was a little different from ordinary people.”
Seeing He Jin’s eyes on his head, Du Yan frowned slightly and said: “That’s not what I meant. This has never happened before.”
He Jin retracted his imagination about young Du Yan having cat ears and a tail and asked seriously: “What is that?”
Du Yan said: “I have no empathy. Simply put, I can’t feel emotions. Everything seems to be covered by a veil in my eyes. Even if it is something I have personally experienced, I am just a bystander.”
These words were originally what Du Yan was going to say to Shao Lingheng in the real world, and there is nothing wrong with saying them to He Jin now.
He Jin was stunned and thought of something: “So it’s not that you will always be indifferent to me, but because… you are not a human being.”
“Yeah.” Du Yan nodded: “As for the rest, I don’t know why I turned into a cat.”
After listening to this, He Jin pondered for a long time.
Du Yan just waited silently, waiting for He Jin to figure everything out.
He Jin finally seemed to have made a major decision and asked: “Can I ask you a question?”
“Um.”
“What am I in your eyes, actually?”
Du Yan looked at He Jin and said: “You are the most special.”
He Jin smiled, then took Du Yan into his arms and whispered: “I’m very happy, and I have never regretted falling in love with you.”
After being honest with each other, He Jin talked with Du Yan for a long time.
Although it was mostly just He Jin talking and Du Yan listening, his mood became more and more relaxed, as if he had let go of many dark and heavy things engraved deep in his heart.
It was not until dawn that He Jin looked at Du Yan’s sleeping face and fell asleep. Just as he closed his eyes, the person next to him opened his eyes.
Du Yan looked at He Jin for a moment, then kissed him on the forehead and whispered: “Enter the dream.”
Everything around him gradually became blurry, and the passage to the next level of dreamland opened.
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