Chapter 132. My Heart Is Too Confused

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Arc 7: Hello, Director.

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What does it feel like to have words engraved on the back of your shoulder? Chen You only has one word, fuck!

It really hurts. The pain would be intensified if air blew past or dust fell on it, causing goose bumps all around.

Yan Shu lowered his head and piously placed his lips on Chen You’s shoulder, his hot and humid breath sprayed on the bright red “He” character, his breath trembling with excitement.

Chen You took deep breaths one by one. Listening to the breathing sound behind him, he felt that the current director is enjoying himself, happy to death. What a pervert! Not only is he gloomy, but he also liked to play with engraving. He’s a little scared

Wait, let me sort it out.

The one who met him in the supermarket that day, asked him to recommend snacks, took him to the apartment, and took out pink slippers was Director No. 1. Who drank and damaged the rubies was Director No. 2. Who ate stinky tofu in the cafeteria was Director No. 3. Who came to him for an examination was Director No. 4. Who gnawed his neck as if it were a duck neck was Director No. 5. Who confronted him the next day, got angry in the car, and treated him to roast chicken was Director No. 6. Who made him incontinent was Director No. 7, who took him to the bar and had sex with him should also be Director No. 7, right? The one who woke up in the morning and told him to scram was Director No. 8?

No, no, I must have made a mistake. Chen You was feeling dizzy.

Come on, come on, guess, guess, think,12345678, maybe it is miscalculated. There are more than this number. Which one of them is the real director?

Why are there so many fake? Or are they not fake and every one is a director?

How many splits can a person’s personality have? This is a very profound question, more complicated than mathematics.

Chen You couldn’t help but wonder, could it be a case of paranoia? The director doesn’t have split personalities, but he has a paranoia every once in a while, and he brings himself into it?

That doesn’t make sense. The director seems to behave abnormally only in front of him, suddenly playing the game of I change, I change…

So, is the problem actually me? Chen You was frightened by his own guess. He quickly called the system, hoping to get some mosquito-leg-sized comfort.

“444, really, I can now confirm that the target is abnormal, the mission difficulty coefficient is too high, absolutely full stars, this is my first mission, how can it be so difficult? Aren’t the general game rules from low to high?”

System didn’t answer him, but said something else, “I’m fixing the loopholes.”

Chen You couldn’t believe it. He asked yesterday, and they were fixing the loophole, the day before yesterday, and they were fixing it, today, and they are still fixing it. Why are they fixing it every day?, “…Why do I feel like your system is going to be ruined?”

System said, “The firewall has been breached.”

Chen You felt that the matter was very serious, “So what? Where are your programmers? None of them are useful?”

System said, “It’s quite tricky. This time the loophole is different from the previous ones. Now we can only keep repairing it. There is no way to patch it all at once.”

Chen You was in a heavy mood, “Stop talking, let’s pray together.”

System, “…”

Chen You’s shoulder was kissed, and he shuddered in pain. He really wanted to turn his head and slap the man behind him.

“I really want to carve my marks on every part of your body.”

Listening to the man’s satisfied sigh, Chen You’s hair stood up. He decided to say something, “Why He? Does it have any meaning?” For example, your father’s surname is He, your mother’s surname is He, or your first love’s surname is He?

Yan Shu did not answer but asked, “Don’t like it?”

Chen You could only bite the bullet and say he liked it, “It just hurts a little.”

Yan Shu placed hand on Chen You’s shoulder and rubbed it affectionately, “It’s better if it hurts, so you can remember it.”

Chen You rolled his eyes. He stared at the corner of the wall across from him. A small spider fell from above and was dangling around. It was quite brave to come out and play in broad daylight. Unlike him, he is so timid.

“Then, you… who are you?”

After he finished speaking, he clearly felt the body behind him tense its muscles, and then the man said, “I am who I am.”

Chen You added without hesitation, “Different fireworks?”

Yan Shu, “…”

Chen You turned back, observing the man’s emotional changes, and said cautiously, “I think you are the same.”

Yan Shu raised his eyelids slightly and asked calmly, “What’s the same?”

Chen You said in his heart, isn’t this obvious? Who can be as perverted as you in carving? He rolled his eyes and said, “We had sex yesterday, and you don’t remember.”

Yan Shu’s aura suddenly changed, and he tightened his hand on Chen You’s waist, “Promise me, don’t let anyone touch you in the future, including me.”

Chen You felt dizzy. He had been told before that he should not let others bite his neck or ears. Now he had to remember this again. It seemed that he really needed to carry a recorder or something with him.

“Why? I like it very much. I am willing to be touched by you.”

Yan Shu strangled Chen You’s neck and uttered a few words in a sinister voice, “What did you say?”

Chen You couldn’t breathe, he said intermittently, “I… I mean… I like… I like you now…”

The next moment, the force on his neck disappeared.

I got a big glitch. I understood. Among the 12345678 directors, those with high IQs know each other, while those with low IQs don’t know each other yet, or they may be in the stage of suspicion. No matter which one they are, they hate each other, exclude each other, are very hostile, and wish to have either you or I.

But there is no way, because you are  me, I am also me, all are me.

Awesome.

Playing with yourself, such a big game of chess. Chen You, this little flag is rolling around on the chessboard, and sooner or later it will roll onto the ground.

He sat up using his hands and feet, facing the man, without saying a word, just watching.

Yan Shu was also looking at Chen You.

The lounge was quiet, a pin drop silence.

After a while, Yan Shu said, “I want you.”

Chen You’s face twitched. His butt had just been brought back from the battlefield and was seriously injured and couldn’t go back to the battlefield, “Can I do it in two days?”

Yan Shu said, “I have waited for a long time and can’t wait any longer.”

He touched the young man’s face, his expression gloomy, “About last night, I am feeling very sad. I just want you now.”

Chen You felt horrified. Damn it, a zero-budget horror movie is being staged. The main character is the director, the second main character is still the director, and the ghost is also the director. It’s really amazing.

“Will be on duty later.”

“No problem.”

Yan Shu acted like, I forgot who I am, I don’t know I am the director, I just wanted to hold you, then said, “Come into my arms.”

Chen You pouted and leaned into the man’s arms. As he was kissed, he felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if he had been kissed like this inch by inch in his previous life, so sticky that it couldn’t be torn apart.

After a while, Yan Shu holds one type of plant to show Chen You.

It is a herbaceous plant. Due to good watering and cultivation, it grows very well. It is estimated to be about 18 to 20 centimeters long. The whole plant is dark red in color, and there are branches at the lower end. It is spherical and very beautiful. Wherever the plant is placed, it will become a freeze frame painting. It is expensive and rare, and is worth collecting.

This was the second time Chen You had seen this plant up close, and he had only one thing to say – this thing should only exist in heaven, rarely to be seen in the world.

Yan Shu asked Chen You to swallow the plant.

That plant has been cultivated for decades and is a rare species. It may be nutritious in a way that ordinary people can hardly imagine.

Chen You did as instructed, and it tasted pretty good, especially the rhizomes of the plants, which were a little sweet. There’s no dirt on it, it’s pretty clean.

He ate it mouthful by mouthful, and in a short while he had finished it all. He felt that he saw white clouds, heaven, and the Almighty Lord.

The Lord kindly said, child, pray.

Not sure how long it was before the knock on the door sounded again. This time it wasn’t Miss Jiang, but the head nurse, who came to see Yan Shu for something.

Chen You just finished taking a big sip of water to moisten his mouth, but before he could swallow it, he heard a knock on the door. He was so scared that he spitted out a lot, “Go and have a look.”

Yan Shu looked content, like a well-fed lion about to snore.

Chen You kicked his calf, “Go quickly!”

Yan Shu’s body trembled. He looked into the young man’s eyes for a long time before he withdrew his gaze, put on his clothes and went out.

After Yan Shu left, Chen You in the lounge quickly cleaned himself up and cleaned up everything that needed to be cleaned. He also opened all the windows to let the cold wind blow in, and then ran back and forth inside to blow away the pervasive smell and let in some fresh air.

Outside the door, the head nurse and several other doctors were secretly looking at the man. He was still as serious as usual, and they didn’t feel anything was wrong.

There was a sudden noise inside, and they all stretched their necks to look.

Yan Shu frowned, went in and closed the door behind him.

The head nurse and the others looked at each other, and couldn’t help but talk.

“Director’s secret lover?”

“No way, I’ve been with the director for so many years, and I’ve never seen any woman around him.”

“That’s why it’s secret.”

“It’s as if it were true. Don’t talk nonsense if you haven’t seen it with your own eyes. I haven’t found anyone like the director who is worthy of him.”

“No, didn’t you guys notice that when the director came out just now, there was a mark on his Adam’s apple, and the voice was different, that thing, um, a bit like my boyfriend.”

“Like what?”

“Aiya, do you really not know or are you pretending not to know? It’s like that thing!”

Everyone was confused, what is that thing?

It’s not that they are too naive, but that the object of discussion is rigorous and demanding in their minds. It is like an excellent template without any flaws.

Separated by a door, the atmosphere was not very good.

Chen You discovered that when the director went out, he was no longer the one who gave water to him. He can’t say how he felt.

A few steps away, Yan Shu spoke in a hard tone, his voice was hoarse from having just finished something, “Wait a while before you leave.”

Chen You’s eyes widened. Director, you have improved. You are not surprised now. It seems that you have accepted the strange phenomenon that sometimes you are not yourself.

There were people eavesdropping outside, but he didn’t make a scene. He just said in a negotiating tone, “Can I sit on the sofa?”

Yan Shu said, “It’s up to you.”

Chen You sat on it, his waist was sore and painful, he sat for a while and then lay down.

Yan Shu was flipping through something at his desk, seemingly just looking for something to kill time. Even though the desk was extremely messy from his actions, he still didn’t stop. He seemed to be in a state of disarray, as if a horse had run into his heart and was galloping wildly.

Chen You watched the man go to the lounge. He must be going to check on the plant he had planted, along the way, also looked at the medicine box, bloody tissues, and knife on the bedside table.

If it were someone else, they would have collapsed.

After a while, Chen You didn’t wait for Yan Shu to come out. He smiled under the extremely strange gazes of several surgeons and head nurse at the door, greeted them and left.

Those people also greeted him in a daze.

Chen You straightened his back and walked forward along the corridor. When he turned the corner, his walking posture changed.

The whole afternoon, the surgery department was talking about how Director Yan had a good relationship with Dr. Chen from the Andrology department. The two chatted for a long time in the office at noon. When Dr. Chen came out, his face was flushed, like a well-nourished flower.

When the rumors spread to the Andrology department, it took on a different form.

The Andrology department thinks Dr. Chen is amazing. He can even get along well with Director Yan of the Department of Surgery. Overseas chinese is not a common chord.

Dr. Zhou took some time to go to Chen You’s place and wanted to ask about the situation, but he only touched upon the details and didn’t get to the point.

Chen You was anxious for him taking too long to reach the point, “Didn’t I go to the city yesterday? I took a ride with Director Yan. He’s a nice guy.”

“I went to thank him at noon.”

Dr. Zhou became aware of what’s it all about, and he teased, “Director Yan used to not let anyone ride in his car, but he seems to have changed a lot recently. You’ve chanced upon it.”

“But you still have to be careful about Director Yan. Don’t offend him. It will be very troublesome.”

“I know.”

At around four o’clock, Chen You went to the toilet. As luck would have it, he was seen by Yan Shu, who came down to see Director Liu of the Andrology Department, and followed him into the toilet.

It is needless to say more about the rest.

Director Yan did it to Chen You very gently, and took him to the office very gently, smiled gently and said, be good, be obedient, don’t move, it will be fine in a while.

As a result, after a while, two more words appeared on Chen You’s body. Well, this person is more terrible than the first, you carve one, and I carve two.

Chen You wanted to cry but had no tears. He cheated on himself, he wanted to piss himself off to death, he was competing with himself, tit for tat. This was really the biggest joke he had ever heard. There would never be any joke that could surpass it. It was enough to make him laugh for the rest of his life.

Later on, Chen You was half dead. He went back to the dormitory to recuperate after getting off work and didn’t even have dinner.

He was in pain all over, the pain centered on his butt, spreading in four directions, up, down, left, and right. He was also hungry, and felt so pitiful. No one cared about him, and his life was so miserable.

“Is the mission progress still zero?”

System said, “What else?”

Chen You sighed, grabbed the edge of the bed and sat up, took out half a pack of Oreos and ate them, “I’m working on 12345678 targets.”

System didn’t speak.

Chen You was chewing on the biscuits, his mind clear, “If I complete the mission in this world, I should get eight times the reward, right? The difficulty of the mission and the reward are equal.”

System said, “No.”

“If you complete this mission, you won’t get any reward. If you fail the mission, you won’t be able to return home.”

Chen You, “…”

He took a big bite of the biscuit, treating it as a system, and angrily ate it up without leaving any crumb, “I don’t know why, but sometimes when I get along with my target, I feel very familiar with him, like a lover from several lifetimes.”

System said, “It’s an illusion.”

Is that so? Chen You was lost in thought. He finished the last biscuit, then reached for the bag, pulled out a delicate little box, and opened it. Nine sparkling diamond earrings appeared before his eyes. So dazzling.

“The chief surgeon is so rich that he bought nine diamonds at once. It’s a pity that I don’t wear earrings.”

Chen You talked to himself, picked up an earring and played with it. Unconsciously, his eyes were confused, and a picture suddenly flashed in his mind, not very clear, not complete, as if a person was putting an earring on another person.

Although the scene only flashed by, it was very gentle and gave him the feeling of… one side of the director.

Chen You looked at the system and said, “Is there any connection between me and the target? For example, he was my lover in my previous life?”

System said, “Your idea is dangerous and hilarious.”

Chen You, “…”

He continued to stare at the earrings, lost in thought.

Dr. Zhou, who had packed up the food and entered the dormitory, saw the young man sitting on the bed, holding an earring in his hand and staring blankly. He asked curiously, “Dr. Chen, what are you doing?”

Chen You’s thoughts were suddenly pulled back, and said that he is doing nothing.

Dr. Zhou was stunned and stammered, “Doc, Dr. Chen, you, you, why are you crying?”

Chen You exclaimed, and blankly wiped his face, which was wet. He actually cried. He said calmly, “Maybe I’m getting sad easily because I’m old.”

Dr. Zhou’s face twitched, “You are only in your twenties.”

Chen You sighed and said, “Yeah, time flies like an arrow.”

Dr. Zhou thrashed again, thinking that there was something wrong with his roommate, who shed tears without any sound, crying silently, as if he was filled with great sadness, “…Dr. Chen, are you okay?”

He said with concern, “If you have any difficulties, please tell me, maybe I can help you.”

Chen You shook his head, “You can’t help me, really, no one can help me, now the only thing I can do is pray.”

The earrings were stained with tears, so Chen You wiped them carefully with tissue and put them away. “Dr. Zhou, what did you bring?”

“Here, this is the braised pork rice for you.”

Dr. Zhou put the bag away and put the disposable transparent bowl on the small table next to Chen You, “You will be hungry at night if you don’t eat dinner, so I took the initiative to pack you a portion of the same food as mine. Try it and see if it suits your taste. I think it’s very good.”

Chen You was so moved that he burst into tears, Dr. Zhou, you are my Ge from now on!

The friendship between the two people changed qualitatively because of a bowl of braised pork rice. After washing up, they lay on their respective beds and chatted.


In the office, the dean made a cup of tea, took two sips, and then asked Yan Shu across from him, “You seem to be getting close to Chen You from the Andrology department recently?”

Yan Shu sat on the chair, tapped his legs with his index finger, and said, “Hmm.”

The dean had no other intentions, he was just concerned about the younger generation he valued, “Chen You has lived abroad for many years. When he first came to the hospital, he was quite arrogant, young and ignorant. But now it seems that he has blended into our big family.”

“I took a look at him this afternoon, and he didn’t look very good. Is he okay in terms of health?”

The dean thought that the other party’s contact with Yan Shu was either due to his own health problems or related to the health of his family members. Apart from that, he couldn’t think of anything else. After all, it was not a man and a woman, but two men, so there was nothing to talk about.

Yan Shu unknowingly thought of something, and frowned as he said, “I haven’t heard of any discomfort.”

“That’s fine. Health is the capital of revolution.” The dean said, “Director Yan, it’s a good thing for you to hang out with other departments. Maybe there will be a girl you like. You can solve your lifelong affairs with her, and your parents in heaven will feel more at ease.”

Yan Shu pursed his lips and said, “Dean, I’ll reconsider this matter.”

“I asked you last year and you dismissed me with the same words. You are still doing the same this year. Are your requirements too high?”

The dean said, “No matter how many fancy conditions these two people have in their lives, they are not practical.. The most important thing is to have a start. If you don’t even have a start, it’s just talk on paper and it has no meaning.”

A vague shadow flashed through Yan Shu’s mind, and then gradually became clearer. He stood up suddenly, realized his overreaction, and then he calmed down, “Dean, I’m going back first.”

The dean looked around strangely, “Okay, there’s nothing to do tonight, you should go to bed early.”

After leaving the hospital, Yan Shu returned to his apartment. When he was changing his shoes in the entrance hall, he accidentally opened the top cabinet and found a cabinet full of pink slippers with teddy bears on them.

Seeing these slippers, Yan Shu froze for a moment. He went to open the other cabinets one by one. Most of them were empty. There were many bags of snacks in the cabinet near the wall. He didn’t know when he bought them.

Was it another personality that did this?

After standing there for a long time, Yan Shu walked into the living room, rubbing his forehead. For a few brief seconds, many broken images appeared in his mind. He didn’t even have time to react before all the images disappeared, as if they were just hallucinations.

Looking around the living room, Yan Shu had the illusion that everything here had changed. He walked to the sofa and sat down, picked up the cigarette box and lighter on the coffee table, lit a cigarette, and smoked with his eyes downcast.

“Big shot, you have to be strong. No matter what happens, we must face the world with a smile.”

“Be my man, I will protect you, and I will not let others bully you in the future.”

“Where are you taking me? Taking me home?”

“I won’t leave you alone. If you go to hell, I will accompany you.”

“I like you, I really like you, I didn’t lie to you.”

“Daddy, I love you.”

Who is speaking, and to whom…

Yan Shu sat there in a daze, the burning sensation on his fingertips crawling up to his nerve endings, burning them. He suddenly came to his senses and looked down, only to find that the cigarette had burned out, leaving marks on both sides of his fingers.

He put the cigarette butt into the ashtray and leaned his head back against the sofa, his head aching so much that it was about to explode.

Perhaps it’s not as simple as split personalities…

Those voices, why is it in his head?

Why do I have an indescribable feeling towards Chen You? I want to avoid him, but I can’t help but get closer.

After lying on the sofa for a while, the headache was not so severe.
Yan Shu went into the study room to turn on the computer. He was writing a report when without warning he took his car keys, went out, returned to the hospital, and headed straight for the dormitory building.

It was almost nine o’clock, and the noise from the dormitory building had not disappeared.

Some were visiting, some were calling home and their significant other, some were watching TV, it was quite noisy, and couldn’t calm down until the lights were turned off.

Chen You was sleeping on the bed when the phone next to the bed rang. He saw the number in a daze and his eyes widened instantly. It was unbelievable that the target actually called him on his own initiative.

Without thinking too much, Chen You hurriedly put on his coat and went out to the place the other party mentioned.

Camphor trees stand in rows on both sides of the road. They watch the sunrise and sunset, the rain, the flowers and the fog. They are always solitary and do not get close to their neighbors.

Chen You walked over to the man with his back to him and asked, “What’s the matter with you calling me?”

The man did not turn around.

Chen You frowned and approached with a nervous heart. Just as he was about to get in front of the man, he noticed that his body was shaking, as were his shoulders, as if he was crying.

To be honest, it was quite creepy to see a man crying under a tree in the dark.

Chen You licked his dry lips, “Hey.”

The man suppressed his anger and choked up as he uttered a few words, “I’m sorry.”

Chen You was confused.

What’s going on? You said something which makes no sense. I have no idea what you are referring to, “Why do you say that?”

The man still repeated those three words.

Chen You swallowed his saliva, walked around, and found in the thin moonlight that the man’s face was covered with tears. For a moment he didn’t know what to do.

Why cry, eh? I’m the one who is being toyed with these days. Even though you change every now and then, no matter how you change, you are still you, right?

“I’m sorry, I didn’t know, I really didn’t know, I…”

The man was incoherent, his red eyes were filled with regret, guilt, and grief. The depressed aura he exuded could evoke the softest corner of others’ hearts, making them want to hug him and comfort him.

Chen You really did it unconsciously, “Are you saying sorry to me?”

The man easily hugged Chen You back, feeling excited and uncomfortable, “At that time I…”

His voice suddenly stopped, as if an invisible switch was pressed by an invisible hand.

The man said it several more times, but it was stuck at the same point.

Can’t say? Forget it, forget it, let’s not say it. Chen You patted the man’s back and took the script he threw out, “It’s okay, I don’t blame you.”

The man’s face was gloomy, revealing a bit of caution, “You really don’t blame me?”

Chen You nodded, “Well, I forgive you and I’m not angry with you anymore.”

The man burst into tears, saying that he hated himself and that he deserved to die.

Chen You was totally unaware of the uncomfortable feeling, as if a piece of flesh had been dug out of his heart. He even put the script behind and spoke uncontrollably, “It’s okay, it’s okay. People always have to look forward. Don’t dwell on the past. I know you didn’t mean it, so I don’t blame you.”

He thought that the director might have suffered some setbacks, so he had many different personalities, some gentle, some domineering, some awkward, some gloomy, some steady, and some pitiful, like this one now.

The man’s voice was hoarse, still unable to believe it, “Will you blame me?”

Chen You shook his head and said, “No complaint.”

The man buried his head in his neck, and his hot tears dripped down, instantly wetting a small area.

Chen You sobbed, Don’t cry, if you keep crying, I’ll want to cry too. He wiped his eyes, “Yan Shu, don’t be like this, I’m scared.”

This name made the man’s sad mood stagnate. He pulled the person in his arms away a little, lowered his head, his eyes red, and asked nervously and expectantly, “Will you still like me?”

Chen You quickly expressed his opinion to comfort the suddenly vulnerable director, “Yes, I will always like you and will always love you.”

The man suddenly asked, “Who am I?”

Chen You rolled his eyes, “You are Yan Shu.”

The grief in the man’s eyes disappeared, replaced by sternness and anger.

Chen You was speechless. It’s over. This person is again jealous of himself. His arm is bound for the third time today. Fortunately, the person in front of him felt sorry for him and treated him like a piece of porcelain, and would not do anything rash.

The next step is to book a room.

Don’t ask why, Chen You didn’t know either, but it had come to this point.

It was opened yesterday, opened today, and was also messed up at noon and in the afternoon. This is the rhythm of being screwed to death, which is settled. He decided to prescribe a few bottles of medicine for himself to replenish his kidneys tomorrow, and also prescribe a few bottles for the director. If this continues, they will be finished sooner or later.

After the kiss, it was time to start. Chen You secretly said that it was not good. There were words on his body. He could not bear to think about that scene. He wanted to run away now, but what excuse could he make? He could not say that his Aunt Flo had come.

Yan Shu saw the young man shrink back and even push his hand away. He felt pain in his eyes, “You still won’t forgive me.”

Chen You said, “No, I have already forgiven you.”

Yan Shu’s face was full of hurt, “Then why didn’t you let me touch you?”

Chen You said in heart, there are two reasons, one is that you asked me to do this during the day, and I agreed, the other is that I was afraid that you would see the words on my body and be inspired to do it. I am very afraid.

He didn’t know how to deal with it. He called the system, but the other party was offline and couldn’t help him at all. It was as if he had been completely handed over to the Lord.

While he was distracted, Chen You’s coat was taken off, and the sweater inside was lifted up, it was so ugly.

The expected roar came from above, “Who carved these words?”

At this moment, the shadow in Chen You’s heart was bigger than the sky. He wanted to greet the director, “It’s a long story.”

Yan Shu stared at him intently, “He, Jiandan, who is this?”

Chen You continued to talk nonsense, “They are connected. He Jian Dan, why be simple? What it means is that life cannot be too simple. Some things still require deep thought, otherwise you will live your life muddleheaded.”

He rolled down the letter like a snowball, “I found a small place in the city and asked a master to carve it. Three characters cost three hundred yuan.”

Yan Shu’s breath was heavy, his fists clenched, and he spoke word by word, “You are lying to me.”

Yes, I’m lying to you. Isn’t it all because of you who forced me to do that? Do you think I want to? I’ve almost been driven crazy by you. Chen You had a sour face and wanted to say something unpleasant, but when he saw the man’s red eyes, he couldn’t say it.

“If I say that you carved these three words yourself, would you believe it?”

Yan Shu’s pupils shrank slightly, his face was cold, and he slowly squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth, “I knew it.”

What did you know? Tell me, I don’t know anything yet. Chen You was eagerly waiting for the next words.

Yan Shu said, “Come here.”

Chen You shook his head.

Yan Shu said, “This is an order.”

Chen You said without hesitation, “I’m not a soldier!”

Yan Shu’s breath was choked, and his eyes softened, “I was wrong.”

Chen You heaved a sigh of relief, but in the end, fuck, he only received a few more words, all behind his shoulder.

Really sick!

Childish and shameless!

I’m furious. Chen You bit the place between the thumb and forefinger of the man’s hand, biting hard, and there was a rusty taste in his mouth. The man didn’t move at all. He looked up and met a pair of gentle eyes. His teeth loosened and he stopped biting.

Ai, he is like this, only responds to soft tactics and not hard ones.

Eating too much miscellaneous food is not good for digestion. Chen You also ate several kinds of food that day and was exhausted.

Yan Shu carried him to the bed and said, “Can we do it again?”

Chen You blurted out, “Get lost!”

A hint of panic appeared in Yan Shu’s eyes, “I’m sorry, I was too impatient.”

He grabbed Chen You’s hand, placed it on his lips and kissed it, “Thank you for forgiving me and giving me a chance to love you.”

Chen You whined. This director is also quite good. Although he liked to stare at his mouth, who knows what he is looking at exactly. When he was doing it, his movements were a bit rough, but soon he became very gentle as if afraid that he would feel pain or be unhappy.

In the middle of the night, Chen You was awakened and had to go to the bathroom. When he opened his eyes, he was shocked, “Why aren’t you sleeping?”

In the dim light, the silhouette of a man sat at the head of the bed, his eyes falling on Chen You’s face, “I don’t want to sleep.”

Chen You twitched his lips. Whether you sleep or not, the day will come. When the day comes, your magic will be ineffective. He did not say this aloud, for some reason he did not want to make the man sad.

No matter how one tries to save the night, it will pass just like yesterday.

Yan Shu had already accepted the fact that he would wake up in the hotel room the next morning and have slept with the same person. He stared at the young man for a while, then went to wash up without saying a word.

Chen You came out of bed naturally, cleaned up and went to the bathroom, standing side by side with the man, “Give me the toothpaste over there.”

Yan Shu didn’t think about it and instinctively took it and gave it to the young man. In the middle, he even opened the toothpaste cap for him. After doing this, his face changed again and again, and finally he said nothing.

Chen You bared his teeth, brushing with his toothbrush, glancing at the man in the mirror. The early bird catches the worm.

Yan Shu couldn’t ignore the young man’s gaze, he raised his eyelids and glared at him in warning.

Chen You’s eyes curved and he smiled. Apart from the discomfort in his butt, he was in a good mood. It might be because the man hummed a song for him last night, and it was the same song 《On the way》. It sounds good, the other person seems to have hummed it countless times.

He thought of his mother in heaven and his father in the real world.

Yan Shu suddenly said, “It needs to be disinfected.”

Chen You was pouring water on his face, so he didn’t hear clearly, “What?”

Yan Shu frowned, “The words behind the shoulder.”

Chen You said, “But I can’t reach it, and I can’t disinfect it myself, so I can only ask Dr. Zhou to help me.”

Yan Shu frowned even more tightly, feeling indifferent in heart, but what came out of his mouth was, “Come to my office at noon.”

Chen You said ok.

After leaving the hotel, the two went to the hospital one after the other.

The next two days went on like this. Their relationship was very strange. In the hospital, they were not even friends, but in the hotel, they were like a couple who had been together for several lifetimes. They had a perfect understanding of each other. On the next day, their relationship returned to the previous one.

But the evil thought value moved, hahahahaha, it really moved, Chen You got 0.8 evil thought value, he woke up laughing in his dreams.

This is his first mission, he must complete it.

When the weather gets cold, no matter how diligent someone is, they can only take a bath once a day at most, no more than that.

Chen You doesn’t. He washes several times a day depending on how many times he gets fucked.

While taking a shower, Chen You looked back, looking at his shoulders, back, and butt in the mirror. Haha, there is a corner of the Hundred Family Surnames.

Now think about it, the first one who carved was really a little angel, just one word. The next one who changed, as if in jealousy, carved one more than the previous one. Until today, MF actually carved a whole string.

Why don’t you go to the sky? What are you still doing on Earth?

The shower area in the dormitory is connected to the toilet, separated only by a glass door.

Chen You was annoyed. He forgot to lock the door today. When Dr. Zhou came back, he took off his coat and absentmindedly pushed the door open. He probably wanted to go to the toilet. When he saw the person inside, he was horrified and screamed, “Ahhhh——”

“……”

Dr. Zhou staggered out and held onto the table to calm himself. He was suddenly stunned, wondering why he saw words on Dr. Chen’s body just now.

It seems to be a line. Maybe his eyes are dazzled.

In the small booth filled with mist, Chen You stood under the shower head to take a shower, humming with a look of despair on his face, “My heart is too confused, I needs some space…~”

Dr. Zhou outside shouted, “Dr. Chen, hurry up and finish washing, Director Yan is here.”

Chen You continued to sing, “If you understand, please be quick and fuck off. ~”

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T/N-: 1. Different firework means different from others, special or unique.

2. Eyeroll.jpeg for plant theory.

3. My heart is too confused: song Wo De Xin Tai Luan by Steve Chou. But the last line was modified by CY in annoyance.

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